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Tuesday, October 31, 2006, 7:31 PM
okays.
since SOMEONE said i didn't update..
i shall update =)
at piano now.
it's 7.24 p.m
and im waiting for class which is 7.30
but there's no one but me.
not even the teacher.
hmms..
i think there might not be lesson today.
RIGHT.
anw, i just realised that it's like 12 hours since i collected the class key.
MUAHAHAHA..
weird..
anyway, i got something interesting from jo's blog.
the whole birthday day thingy.
http://www.mastermind.tripod.com/estuff_birthday.txtyahh..
can click on it..
anw,
im gg to post mine. =)
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your LifeYou are sincere and easy going.
Flattering and charming around are not your style.
You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. ( i do??)
Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your LoveYour gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.
Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
it's quite scary how true it is.
take a look at another.
POSTED FOR YOU. =)
though i know u probably don't believe such stuff..
i don't too.
but it's interesting to take a look at it
once in a while.. =)
Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your LifeYou are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others.
Your imagination is extremely unique.
Your LoveYour love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.
okay.
sadly jo, it's rather true..
sorry.. =(
heez.. =)
fret not.
YOU HAVE ME! =)
Monday, October 23, 2006, 9:24 PM
有人说看到流星的同时
如果马上许下心愿
那么心中的愿望就会实现。
我要看见流星
我要许愿
我要永远快乐
可以吗？
Wednesday, October 18, 2006, 9:20 PM
okays.
had choir today.
tiring.
nothing new lah.
the construction at home is like just starting
and im sneezing my nose off
im usually not tt sensitive to dust.
but it's quite bad this time.
anw,
im posting lyrics for grow old with you.
one of jo and my fav songs
i love tt song.
so nice!
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
lalalala..
the song's super nice.
muahahahahaha..
heez. =)
Sunday, October 15, 2006, 9:42 PM
just read joyce's blog.
and i am drained too.
just in a different way.
as if things are not complicated enuf
with my retaining and all
they have to come and add a family problem
thanks alot
im sure u're worried tt i don't have enuf on my mind
my mind feels like it's going to explode any moment.
and i mean literally.
don't be surprised if i pop at least 12 pills of panadol into myself.
i actually think tt it is a convenient way of ending everything
that is alr in a mess
sometimes i really hate myself.
WHY AM I SO STUPID??!!
WHY AM I SO WEAK?!
i have to follow traditions of listening to ur elders.
and now great.
i have an issue at hand for listening to them.
thanks for bringing me further down
when i alr thought i was at the PIT
and manfred just signed in
his nick says
long periods of drought are followed by rain.
I WANT RAIN.
problem is when it's coming.
ARGHHH!!!!!
Monday, October 09, 2006, 11:04 PM
just visited lene's blog.
going to rip something off her blog.
you won't mind right spaghetti?? =)
heez.
Love is..
missing him
the moment he walks away from you
Love is..
when you stare into his eyes
and you realise how much you love him
Love is..
hiding the truth
because you know it'd hurt him
Love is..
buying a present months before his birthday
just because you knew it was perfect
Love is..
feeling hurt and yet
shutting up because you don't wanna spoil his day
Love is..
expecting something
but smiling when you don't get it
just because you're just happy that he's here with you
Love is..
when an sms from him saying he misses you
feels like you've just received a bouquet of roses at your doorstep
Love is..
when you are willing to travel for a hour
just to see him for five minutes
Love is..
being willing to give up an hour of what you love
just for a second to lie in his arms and feel so safe
Love is..
when you wait up a few hours even though you're as sleepy as hell
while waiting for his call
Love is..
when he finally calls and speaks to you, you continue talking
even though your eyes are falling shut
because you wanna hear his voice
and it's all you've been waiting to hear all week
Love is..
knowing you might have to let go someday
but feeling your heart break at the simple thought of it.
okay.
super cliche lene.
but it made me smile. =)
Sunday, October 08, 2006, 4:45 PM
had a nice conv with lene again.
hahahaha..
as usual lah.
anw,
studying lit now.
highlighting rather.
lit tmr.
watched o ytd.
not very nice..
i thot it wasn't a very good representation of othello lah.
heez..
if i wanted you to be with me-
if i wanted you to protect me-
if i wanted you to hold my hand and never let go-
if i wanted you forever
would i be asking for too much?
greedy me. =)
Saturday, October 07, 2006, 10:56 AM
i wish i was really a princess.
at least no one can make me cry without my permission.
at least i wouldn't feel like i've been made used of.
Friday, October 06, 2006, 7:08 PM
okay!
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)
to jun hoe lah.
hahahahahaha..
had choir today.
again.
short ppl is getting better
but im still like behind lah
feel quite bad tt janis has to help me ever so often.
anyway, got suanned so MANY MANY TIMES.
by joyce aka xiang gong~
hahahahaha..
after break it was like suanning session full speed.
quite funny though
left me paiseh and smiling lah. =)
anw,
felt so super bored.
and restless.
so i went to dig out all my winter clothings.
OMG.
like nothing can
i don't know how i've been travelling all these years..
at least still got my jacket.
which is supposed to be for snowing..
hahahahaha..
but only a few shirts and no pants.
so yucks.
i gotta go shop lah.
=(
but i did find a whole lot of long johns.
GOOD.
hahahahaha..
Wednesday, October 04, 2006, 9:17 PM
okays.
many things on my mind.
hahahaha..
for one,
i was quite happy on sunday. =)
my grandmother still rmbs me.
though i see her every week, im scared tt she forgets me.
i'll really cry.
she has dementia. =(
anyway, she still does! =))
hahahaha..
had choir practice today.
TERRIBLE mann..
i shd have learnt my part before i went for practice.
wouldn't have been so confused.
heez.
janis was really sweet.
helped me out alot.
isabel too. =)
thanks melvin!
hahahahahahaha..
anyway, i postponed my shopping trip to tmr.
late alr lah.
i shall go shopping tmr. =)
and, my mood for the week was changed for the better
by tiffy!
she told me smth super nice and happy. =)
which made me happier than i have been the last two days.
im glad that at least the dark clouds have gone by a part of my worries.
but im still rather worried for the other part.
i love happiness or happy endings.
even if u would call me shallow.
but i still like it.
you can say im naive.
but i still like it.
anw, im gg to post a poem.
promised joyce.
NICE POEM. =)
if u get it. =)))
hahahahahaha..
Meeting At Night By Robert Browning
The grey sea and the long black land;
And the yellow half-moon large and low;
And the startled little waves that leap
In fiery ringlets from their sleep,
As I gain the cove with pushing prow,
And quench its speed i' the slushy sand.
Then a mile of warm sea-scented beach;
Three fields to cross till a farm appears;
A tap at the pane, the quick sharp scratch
And blue spurt of a lighted match,
And a voice less loud, thro' its joys and fears,
Than the two hearts beating each to each!
oh my.
sick sick poem.
if u don't uds it, it'll seem innocent.
but, it's super erotic and evocative.
nvm. slowly think yah. =)
tata!
one of my longer posts.
hahahahaha.. =)
Monday, October 02, 2006, 4:23 PM
today's quite a sad day.
probably only jun hoe will know what i mean.
the full meaning that is.
i hope to do my best to comfort you.
but i don't know if im doing it right.
don't be upset alright?
you'll get over it just fine.
for the other you
i don't even know how to tell you anything.
i hope that u can take it when it comes.
i think u can. =)
but i don't have the courage to tell you the truth.
maybe jun hoe'll do it.
maybe.
im in hope of a happier day tmr.
i know it will be.
